Monday, June 13, 2005
Who would have thought id be willing to let go a year of sacrifices, love, experiences, trials and turbulations.. Maybe it feels like, a load off my chest.. No more lies, no more secrets - i no longer need to hold on..
Every night when i stare up at the blank ceiling, ready to fall asleep in total darkness, i see his face smiling at me, mouthing the words i love you.. I see those teary eyes begging me not to leave.. I was like.. Please stop pshycho-ing me larz.. It's hard,and it hurt to let go but i certainly cannot get hurt by him any longer..
*Chants*
It's over.
It's over.
It's over.
*Chants*
Let's juz hope the sun keeps me smiling tml! Going to sentosa with church peeps to sun tan.. Im gonna get tanned and look sexier! Woohhoo! It's payback time losers! hEh..
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